NaMe : AmBeR
Loves : AvErLyN
Hates : BiTchEs, LiArs, BeTraYaL
Fears : CoCkroAchEs
Weakness : Soft-hearted = FOOLISHNESS

:: get a car by 28 ::
:: get a car license by 26 ::
:: get a house by 26 ::
:: to weigh 45kg ::
:: to go swimming twice per month ::
:: get osim product for my parents ::
:: go for yoga lessons ::
:: go for holiday trips ::
:: to bake my first cake ::
:: go drinking once per month ::
:: to buy psp ::
:: start saving money ::
:: get promotion ::
:: to b blessed in my life ::

:: Agu ::
:: Christina ::
:: Esther ::
:: Geswin ::
:: Gracina ::
:: Hsien Yung ::
:: Hui Si ::
:: Jun Wei ::
:: Li Ting ::
:: Liwen ::
:: Wayne ::
:: Wei Ting ::
:: Yan Qi ::
:: Yan Wan ::
:: Yong Xing ::
:: Yuki ::

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Yo.. ya la, i noe many start complaining i nv update blog..here i m ok...

hmm.. basically today is so bored.. owas kp askin myself wat else to do in office, haha..
oh yeah, i was busy playin with 'mushroom' when her owner went for dinner n movie, hahaa..
so long nv play with hamster liao, n i dun even noe if i m supposed to touch one now, hahaa...but well, i dun care too..

tot i can hav a peaceful closin, but hu noes some stupid patrons fightin in cinema juz cz they not happi with each other.. by rite i shd go up n take a look but i cant, cz i hav to protect another life. thats is y sometimes i felt useless cz i cant go near those aggressive/nasty patrons.. but nevertheless, i juz call security up n told staffs not to kpo cz e security r up liao..

had a light supper with bishan staffs, abit out of topic with them but still, i m glad to meet up them finally, esp i giv birdie so many times, haha... due to e new management rotation, many cinema/assistant cinema mgrs are shifted.. in fact, bishan e worst, 3 out of 5 are shifted out to other loc.. vivo, ys n grand e safest, dun hav ani movement.. tts gd, esp i m used to work with big team, more fun n noisy, hahaaa... more ppl to gossip n accompany~

but got bad pts too.. too many eyes watching my diet, haaha... sometimes whenever i wan to eat something i wan, i will b stop by many ppl, no matter at home or at work.. n the doctor said i can eat anithing.... wth.. sometimes i realli get so pissed off tt i cried in toilet or go home complaint to hubby(though he oso stopped mi from eating some) n cry non stop till i song. tink this is wat they meant by emotional unstable... i aldy hav limited choices of food before i got bb, den now out of e limited choices, i cant eat too much sweet, sugar, fried, heaty, spicy n duno wat food... sometimes realli wan to on struck n drink plain water the whole day~! tt time go supper with hubby, i wan to order green tea, he said canot, said too much sugar, i argue with him.. rubbish leh.. juz cz his fren got risk in diabetic cz she aldy had e history of tt before bb, den now tell mi canot take so much.. for gdness sake... i dun drink soft drinks, i reduce alot on cafeine(duno how to spell) n now i cant even hav a can of grn tea???~! all drinks hav sugar in it wat, lidat i hav nth to drink liao lo, drink plain water isit? nonsense~! i heck care n still order tt when his frenz came.

i get even more emotional aft this incident.. maybe accumulate too many restrictions by others till i cant take it liao.. so now whenever ppl stopped mi from eating sth tt i m eating halfway or others offer mi, i immediately get piss off n dun eat liao.. den go one corner fa xie... imagine u tryin to enjoy sth den others spoil ur mood by sayin not gd..u oso piss off ma... i looked like i did sth wrong sia.. when others not ard, i faster go grab food i like to eat but others dun allow mi. once they back i put aside.. omg.. i m like a thief sia... thus now i realli get fed up n juz eat wtever i wan n ignore others. i aldy so guai aft i noe i got bb... i see frenz ard mi to quit smoke, drink, party when they in mid pregnancy lo.. i stopped all these within my 1st mnth of pregnancy liao.. ppl hu worked alot of morn shift with mi shd noe i owas had a cup of coffee every day, n now i oni had 1 or 2 cups every week or even in a month lo n i cut it down straight within one month too lo..
so better dun make mi get so piss off tt i grab one cigarette or beer to consume infront of all to throw my temper on lo... i m an ox, a taurus, i might hav gd temper n tahan many things but once i cant take it, i heck care everything liao...haha...
**this applies to patrons too.. now i oso heck care cust service if i bad mood.. tink some of e staffs saw it liao.. if wan to argue with mi over a few dollars over e tic, i willl juz tell them to take e money n get out of my sight. cz no pt treating them with a smile but in e end they still complaint to hq n we hav to write report again... as if patrons hu we serve well will write compliment for us to hq... nah~ s'porean r nv been so nice...all they noe is to complain... and.. in fact their english oso fail..owas duno how to read words.. so many instructions stated black n white but still ask us stupid qn... tink they blind or tink we v free to entertain them... hav to use mike to make annoucement loud loud for them to listen.. otherwise?? tok loud loud to them to make them malu in e busy crowd lo, hahaaa... OOps.. =X

tink i cant handle too many complaints or face patrons.. gettin more n more bad influence for bb...next time bb get anti social with humans liao... owas listen to mama complainin n scolding ppl... stomach gettin bigger but still, i nv annouce to all ppl abt it cz dun see a need.. sooner or later it gets more obvious too.. when born den put up webbie again lo, hahaa... 4mnths liao..but still oni gain 3kg.. omg...m i normal?? hope my weight dun goes up alot aft i gav birth...i still wan to go party aft tt, hahaa....

6aug.. still so long for my next appt... cant wait to see bb again..n i juz did a checkup this monday lo, n now i m so impatient liao... bo bian.. i owas tink tt i torturing my bb, i so fussy abt food n yet i cant eat this n ttt... n still hav many issue to worry abt.. hard to b a carefree person now..its not gd for a mama...but i bo bian..juz hope things goes well for hubby n soon i wun b so stress..

Oops.. i complaint too much... tml off day...goin over punggol to visit my mum at my 3rd sis house... so long nv see mum aft weddin...miss her alot.. esp i cant feel ani mu ai at hubby place... cz everytime, as usual, his mum tok n scold so loud outside.. owas dun dare to tok to her... n busy with work, no time to sit down to hav meals at home.. i aldy been missing out alot of home cook meals... not to mention ani pu tang... i nv take in ani tonic since i hav bb.. unless e 2 or 3 times which i bought black ckn n corn soup to drink at work.. cant help to miss my mum cookings... if she ard, she sure cook alot for mi n warm it up when i come home...even if i do closing shift, she still will call mi n tell mi to drink when i home... Aww....miss her terribly..sometimes miss till wanna cry... duno y i dun feel tt strong be4 i m married though i owas stay at hubby place... i miss my mum cookin too.. i m so sicked of outside food till i owas spend 1 hr to tink wat to hav for my meal... i wan to eat porridge..with my spicy toufu...i miss my mum curry ckn... i miss my mum to sayang mi when i m tired.. oops.. y m i a small llittle gal aft i get married.. realli hope she by my side... though my hubby treat mi much better now but i still miss her..

k la.. tok alot alot alot alot liao.. tink sort of make up for e missing blogs..hahhaa... tml i gettin more clothes from my sis~! yeah... so happi esp when i cant fit into my pants now.. e last 2 biggest size i had oso cmi liao.. ok when i walk ard but not when i sit down... lan lan got to wear dress or skirt to work when i got oni 5pcs of it!! pray hard tt my sis share similar fashion wear as mi...otherwise i got to spend alot on clothes again.. n its clothes tt i oni wear for less den 5mnths~!! ARrrrr


Take care folks~!
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