NaMe : AmBeR
Loves : AvErLyN
Hates : BiTchEs, LiArs, BeTraYaL
Fears : CoCkroAchEs
Weakness : Soft-hearted = FOOLISHNESS

:: get a car by 28 ::
:: get a car license by 26 ::
:: get a house by 26 ::
:: to weigh 45kg ::
:: to go swimming twice per month ::
:: get osim product for my parents ::
:: go for yoga lessons ::
:: go for holiday trips ::
:: to bake my first cake ::
:: go drinking once per month ::
:: to buy psp ::
:: start saving money ::
:: get promotion ::
:: to b blessed in my life ::

:: Agu ::
:: Christina ::
:: Esther ::
:: Geswin ::
:: Gracina ::
:: Hsien Yung ::
:: Hui Si ::
:: Jun Wei ::
:: Li Ting ::
:: Liwen ::
:: Wayne ::
:: Wei Ting ::
:: Yan Qi ::
:: Yan Wan ::
:: Yong Xing ::
:: Yuki ::

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1+ week nv update blog lo.. cz too lazy to write..but well, today is my off day n all my tings r done, i shall write one ba..

wed nite is nick n gracina last day, so bu se de.. the latter i like to play w her short short hair and e other, hai~ he is one of e closer colleague i hav in vivo.. enjoyed seein him owas scarin colleen from behind, tok craps with him, choose station to close at nite, supper times at boon lay, etc etc.. but now, hai~ due to some major changes in hq..many of us r affected.. fion oso start to hav her hosp leave, omg.. all kaki gone..left colleen.. tink we 2 now shall owas on e dot go home liao..
nvm i still got 3more months to go before i 'enjoy' my long break..haha..

oh no, i hav nth to say liao.. so unlike mi..mayb too sian liao.. but one ting to b happy abt is tt my hubby get converted to FT.. juz had e news today.. so happy.. n hope he can do well in this new job.. my burden can b lessen too.. can really start saving for our bb liao..tml is his san shu bb 1st yr bday..still duno wat to buy for him.. toys r e oni ting i can tink of..haha..

tml got to go work by 7am..omg.. mi alone doin day shift... col n jas will join mi too.. so sian sia.. in e past owas have 2 day mgr but now oni 1.. got 1 extra come over but she juz another staff to mi, as in she dun nid to do openin n closin, dun nid to plan roster, hardtop, do paperwork, she juz nid to b up at gc.. poor col n jas hav to perform day shift alone at times...
tink next time i shall arrange my checkup on wed, i simply hate to do morn on wed.. esp when i m alone~!! hate to check hard top. its bound to hav many tings pop out when i m gettin ready to check the hardtop.. recent wed oso, tot everyting ok liao den 2 diff technician looked for mi which i nv expected... get stuck with them at e same time for 1+ hr.. lucky got col to help mi out to check thur.. den so sway oso, my 1st step into office, phone rang..1 mc... 1 hr later, 2nd mc... kns day... in e end, it all so messy e whole day..
1st time till thur, the hard top nt ready yet.. it reflect so badly on mi, esp i m e one checking.. hu will noe i m stuck upstairs to handle e technician n everyting delays.. nvm, tink others oso will tink i check hardtop v slow.. let them tink lo if they realli did tt way. i m slow in plannin hardtop too, this i admit.. i oni can plan roster fast if i hav enuff staffs and let mi alone in 1 corner to finish it.

tml i shall leave office by 5..dun care too..i come at 7 ma.. e rest can leave at 4 or even earlier den tt when they hav event in e morn, so i shall 'learn' from them..haha... somemore i alone nia.. sun oso... n tml got many events... duno wat met opera singing contest, movie club road show... small small redemption... sian...juz hope morn staffs dun giv mi birdie~!

so hungry now.. waitin for hubby to b home for dinner... so envy him can get abt e same pay as mi n do office job while my timin owas so late... confirm plus chop tt my bb is an owl when she is born... her mama owas slp so late..everyday smell popcorn..almost everyday get complaints... everyday nag ppl (but i enjoy doin so)... see she agree, if not she wun kick mi now.. cant wait to see her on my mon checkup...last checkup manage to see her face but too young, so cant see tt clear...mon she shd b better lookin liao, hahhaaa...

k la.. take care folks~!
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Finally i finished the interpersonal skills.. tink its been a year since i get the chance to attend course.. or shd i say, ever since i'm in vivo, i seldom get to go courses ba.. some courses r v v v bored..but this is alright.. perhaps its sth tt we use.. n even maybe the ppl who attend with mi are fun, tink maybe cz i noe most of them liao...
its a gd time to attend course too.. giv mi more days to stay away from work..esp so many tings happened.. be it staff or management..

rec'd a shockin email tt made many ppl puzzled n guessing...ppl gossipin and meetin up.. true enuf, all our guesses r rite.. but still when official news r out, everyone still v depressed.. i might still considered new in this industry but somehow i felt depressed.. duno how many ppl will do sth tt i dun wish to see but well, this is society, b it gd or bad, i hav to accept it.
soon, heard another news from staffs, not e 1st case of the year, probably the 5th case?? to staffs they might tink its a shock but to mgrs we r abit xin hui yi leng.. but nevertheless, their path is decided by them, gd or bad, oni one can blame himself/herself for it..

aldy tot i can rest abit during course but yet rec'd a sms last nite.. some guessing again but it maked mi insonmia till 4am...n i was 90% aslp on my bed ard 12am till i suddenly wake up to pee n happened to see e sms.. i was shocked n afraid sth i dun wish to see gonna happened.. i turned here n there..closed my eyes but still couldnt slp though i m v tired. i kept tinkin in my mind, i noe tt if there is someone to leave, i aldy expected hu is the one but i try not to tink so much.. i was so moody when i go for my course.. drank coffee for my breaks, juz feel so moody to get involved w the activities esp my new team is abit quiet compared the one i had yesterday.
well.. n i m rite...though i m mentally prepared but i still feel v sad.. abit emotional but managed to control.. in service line, this kind of thing bound to happen.. mayb aldy form 1 grp aft so long, suddenly 1 is missing, somehow i feel tt its not complete.. it juz pull one person down.. luckily i m attendin courses w other mgrs, they might not noe mi v well, so even if i quiet, they wun tink so much, if i was at work, die liao, sure many ppl can c n ask y..but well, i b ok tml, i'll get busy, more ppl ard i b ok..

ok... hubby back, i shall stop here..see ya guys tml~!
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Yoyo.. surprised tt i update my blog within days?? bo bian.. i'm too eng liao..

just had my detailed scanning today.. woosh... miss my hosp trip cz i rem wrong timing.. tour starts 11 n i reach at 1120...tot my appt card wrote 1130 so i came at 1120 but i miss e tour...hav to wait for e next one at 2.. but in e end i finished all my checkup at 115.. y dun i stay for e next trip? hmm..nvm..next time ba.. tink i nid to go back for check up for another detailed one...

well well.. it took mi 45mins to finish everything..wa.. e 'glue' on my stomach so cold sia... den bb too active, head turn here n there.. doc wan to take pic of e face oso canot.. i hav to turn side to side to make it turn back.. make mi so xin ku esp doc hav to press e 'scanner' harder on my stomach to find e rite spot.. to add to it, i oso havent eat a single ting since i woke up.. hungry + pain..wah.... ma fan... in e end she get her snr doc to help mi scan e heart n e face.. oni a while o.. n she did it.. auntie still better den young lady..haaha..

its a baby gal.. abit surprised cz most ppl say my zheng zhuang looks like i hav a boy..somemore hubby is eldest grandson...so i oso abit stress.. but nvm, gal is gd too cz gal more guai..can help to take care of e young one.. den his cousin bb gal has another playmate liao.. like my hubby sis n her cousin.. den my frenz can help to doll her up, hahaaha.. now its time to tink of names lo..tink i gonna find books to do research liao, hehee...

duno y today internet turns better.. my youtube loading is much faster.. able to watch a few clips while hubby slpin.. though i oso slpy but i try not to slp now, if not tonite i cant slp n tml i doin morn... last nite wait till 5 den can slp... tink my bb will b an owl like her parents... somemore last nite so active.. i was watchin tv den kp kicking mi, i can see my stomach movin.. den i nv see tv but keep lookin at my stomach, hahaa... i tot its e legs but in e end aft today scan, den i noe its e hands.. wher got gal so rough one, punch mi until so song.. hope it dun turn up to b a tom boy.. nvm, i send her to dance lessons, hahaa..

k la.. tink i gonna watch my show again.. take care folks~
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Omg... tot i can catch another epi of huan huan ai today when hubby is still slp.. hu noes e loading is super slow...still now i havent even manage to catch 2/9 of e epi when its aldy like..50mins liao???

Bored bored bored... now is simply slacking in office.. tink rush hr3 n 881 n secret will make us abit more busier ba.. e harry potter like no ppl watch one.. duno y too..but nvm, its gd to b bored...haha.. compared to e sm3, poc3, transformer period.. tt can kill ppl... but nvm...its over~! if i dun hav bb, dunno how much weight i can lose for tt period..aww....nvm.. aft bb is born i can hav free slimin session at vivo again, hahaa...

hubby went drinking last nite to celebrate our gd fren bday.. tink he too long nv drink, drank 2bottles n blur liao..when he pick mi at work frm e pub, i knew it liao.. cz he like tokin q loud on e cab.. back at home leh..he aldy blur 70%... so long nv see him vomit liao.. worst is tt i hav to prepare warm water, cook sth for him to eat... my sour plum oso giv him eat.. stilll tell mi not to treat him so gd if not he feel guilty.. omg..tink he forget we married liao.. if i dun treat him gd, den hu do? siao.. guilty den dun play games n find job lo.. i aldy dun dare to go back my own house cz he no job n i cant ans my family..but nvm.. not gonna stress him again..he will fa bi qi again.. let him hav e initiative to get one ba..hope its asap... bb cant wait le :(

hmm.. q hapi tt i finish my site report pretty early this month.. deadline is 5th n i done liao..last time owas drag over e deadline.. bt tink of aug one i nid to write alot..cz of our prc.. tokin abt them.. omg..i gonna take up two n to b train by mi..n guess wat? train them at floor~! a station tt i least confident in.. maybe owas help cb n bo, i noe e stations better..but floor... its like aft i got bb, i nv help them clear hall liao.. last time nth to do i will go help n some call mi high paid cleaner.. but now cant go clear except gc cz in gc i can help to fold blankets.. now i tink i feel abit canot carry chz hd n jumbo hd containers liao..omg.,. i hav to use my tummy to 'ding' e container when its full..n its not gd.. omg..lidat i many tings can carry.. so ma fan,, if not like last time, i can climb up n down, carry syrup or sugar myself..now everythin oso canot..sian.. tt time star cinema oso..got 1 of e mgr ask mi change coke syrup when their cb no more.. i was like..u askin a mama to carry tt 25kg syrup?? but in e end still got coke ma...its grape no more lo.. grape oni 12.5 kg so i can carry..but happened tt another mgr saw mi n ask mi dun move n he helped mi do, hehee.. tink e star cinema this time not bad..maybe cz got senior ce ard..not all r new ce.. opening oso q boring till i can do hand language with nic..haha..

2more days n i will b seeing my bb again.. cz i gonna do a detailed scannin on mon..haha..oni ting tt kp mi lookin forward is to do scan.. hope my bb gets everything developin gd gd..hehe.. n i can noe my bb is a gal or boy liao, hehe.. so tt i can start givin bb names liao.. got to find 1 day to go buy maternity clothes too... tink i runnin out again.. my sis pass mi some but some not to my style... dun wan to b a auntie when i got bb.. if not all call mi obasang..hahah..

k la..tok too long liao..epi aldy load q alot liao.. faster watch some now, cz got to get ready for work.. kk take care folks~
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