Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Twist of Fate

Finally i finished the interpersonal skills.. tink its been a year since i get the chance to attend course.. or shd i say, ever since i'm in vivo, i seldom get to go courses ba.. some courses r v v v bored..but this is alright.. perhaps its sth tt we use.. n even maybe the ppl who attend with mi are fun, tink maybe cz i noe most of them liao...
its a gd time to attend course too.. giv mi more days to stay away from work..esp so many tings happened.. be it staff or management..

rec'd a shockin email tt made many ppl puzzled n guessing...ppl gossipin and meetin up.. true enuf, all our guesses r rite.. but still when official news r out, everyone still v depressed.. i might still considered new in this industry but somehow i felt depressed.. duno how many ppl will do sth tt i dun wish to see but well, this is society, b it gd or bad, i hav to accept it.
soon, heard another news from staffs, not e 1st case of the year, probably the 5th case?? to staffs they might tink its a shock but to mgrs we r abit xin hui yi leng.. but nevertheless, their path is decided by them, gd or bad, oni one can blame himself/herself for it..

aldy tot i can rest abit during course but yet rec'd a sms last nite.. some guessing again but it maked mi insonmia till 4am...n i was 90% aslp on my bed ard 12am till i suddenly wake up to pee n happened to see e sms.. i was shocked n afraid sth i dun wish to see gonna happened.. i turned here n there..closed my eyes but still couldnt slp though i m v tired. i kept tinkin in my mind, i noe tt if there is someone to leave, i aldy expected hu is the one but i try not to tink so much.. i was so moody when i go for my course.. drank coffee for my breaks, juz feel so moody to get involved w the activities esp my new team is abit quiet compared the one i had yesterday.
well.. n i m rite...though i m mentally prepared but i still feel v sad.. abit emotional but managed to control.. in service line, this kind of thing bound to happen.. mayb aldy form 1 grp aft so long, suddenly 1 is missing, somehow i feel tt its not complete.. it juz pull one person down.. luckily i m attendin courses w other mgrs, they might not noe mi v well, so even if i quiet, they wun tink so much, if i was at work, die liao, sure many ppl can c n ask y..but well, i b ok tml, i'll get busy, more ppl ard i b ok..

ok... hubby back, i shall stop here..see ya guys tml~!

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