Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Sianz

Ar.. Really got sore throat liao.. mayb too long nv eat tt chilli den i add alot in e noodles which result my current state... jz tot i wanna fa xie by eating sth tt i havent eat for a long time n i shdnt eat at all. so vexed tt day.. heng hubby nv did sth tt i tot he will, if not i duno how to control my mood liao.. tink i better shut my mouth at work more liao, tot when nick left, n fion not ard, i tok lesser but seems like ppl still ask mi tok n tings get worst. got mi into misunderstanding.. both sides got wrong but i lazy to ask ani of them liao.. it jz make myself being trapped n dun feel gd. i shd b a happy mama~! n continue to do my count down.. i shall claim my marriage leave aft e rest is back in mid oct.. so i hav more rest when my stomach is bigger~!

hmm.. 2days off.. wat shd i do? tink i camp at home again.. esp now my throat is lidat.. wasted...
tot of goin punggol to find my mum toktok and see e babies..but i oso no face to see her cz havent giv her jia yong.. but how to giv when i havent even settle my bills... ArrH, y money owas not enuf... so envy hubby can buy new bag when he juz got his little pay... i nv stop him, cz its for his work, n he oso v long nv buy things for himself le ba.. n i aldy buy a pair of shoes for myself this mnth. but i still got lots to buy..esp clothes... now my cupboard got more clothes tt i cant wear compared to e limited ones i could wear now.. all r so dull..but maternity clothes r so ex... duno to get from sis again anot..but scare i spoil her clothes..esp she so fussy n borrow mi so many liao..

fan fan fan... canotcanot..nid to stay happy..if not next time bb wun b tt cheerful.hhaa.. but how to b cheerful when my house owas full of shouting?? dun get e wrong msg.. i mean my mother in law owas like to raise her voice when she tok, even others ask her simple qn, she oso ans in loud voice.. hubby sis was raised up by her so she oso tok in e same way...imagine i owas in e room but i noe wats happening outside.. cz all tok so loud.. sometimes oso waken up by them... n i hate it bcz last time my own house oso lidat..n mi n my sis cant stand my dad and mum when they r lidat.. y i moved to new house oso e same.. y cant have quiet moments... duno y m i still complaining when i noe things r lidat when i noe my hubby 2yrs ago..

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