Friday, November 30, 2007

17days to go~!

OMG.. just 17days.. and all thx to my sun nu for reminding mi, otherwise i oso wun go n see the reading i have on top of my blog.. hahaa

basically, i hav pack my bag to bring to hosp liao, oni lack 1 or 2 stuffs which i gonna buy later if i find it. yst oso pack all the boxes liao, so everything consider ready le ba.. just nid to clean up the room and go amk to take somemore stuffs, so pray hard tt my baby is obedient enuff to let her mama finish everything den come out to this world. tink of cleaning the room, i felt so sian.. but no choice.. who will help mi if i dun do it myself.. i will never rely on my hubby to do. cz he oni noe how to mess the room and play games.

known to some, i m on my maternity leave liao~!! haha.. today is the 4th day..hehe.. so far still dun miss work cz i busy to prepare my things. abit fed up when my mum in law asked mi to work till i giv birth. and she told mi tt on my last day of work. so wats e pt? when all my leave are confirmed. i juz yin chou her by nodding my head. cz no one will understand how my job runs.. mine is not a office job whereas i can leave anitime i wan. every single chnages to our applied leave will affect each other. cant ask mi to work until my waterbag burst den i say sayonara to all and our roster got to change last min and everyone plans nid to adjust cz of mi.. of cz i cant do tt la.. but nvm, i m used of other ppl not understanding abt my job. even my family take some time to figure. hahaa.. cz watever i do since sec sch, they owas dun understand.

for example, i took up chinese dance since i was 10. den i owas attend classes, be it its sch activities or community centres, i owas busy with performances and my family forever duno y dancin take up so much of my time. so they everyday nag n nag until one day, when i was 17? i totally giv up dancing as i cant felt ani teamwork in my c.centre and i need to work so i cant comit animore. den they start asking, y i nv go for dance liao.. i was like... its u all who kp questioning me y i go dance n now i stopped, den u all ask mi y i quit. siao... maybe they start to noe more abt dance when they went for my performance. which is like..aft i danced for 6yrs den they 1st saw me performing? how 'supporting' if my family as u can see rite..

well well.. how hav i been spending my off days.. 1st day = watch enchanted at bishan with hubby n his frenz. average show.. mayb becz be4 e show i hav some conflicts w my hubby ba. but actually i oso heck care him. he oso tood. keep disturbing me when i m toking to a staff. so rude. so i juz reply him all ans in a rude way n show him my black face. i was aldy emotional unstable be4 meeting him due to some reasons den i more piss when he told mi now change to 5ppl watching when i go n get vip from ber n fion liao.. waste 1 tix.. but whenever he black face, he dun tok i oso dun disturb him. so his frenz all askin mi wat happened, i oni tell them briefly.. all of them noe his weird temper de la.. a big boy.

2nd day = meet up with kris n jen. we went to hav mala steamboat at bugis. finally i get to eat my mala.. tt time gathering with some colleagues we went there too but all of them choose to hav ckn soup as the base.. so this time i hav my mala, hahaa.. so hapi~! hehe.. we eat v slowly but we nv waste food. so we gossip gossip, den when we left, i met lilin. so zhun.. i juz sms her abt her new job n oso tryin to ask how is her family doin. den she is juz infront of mi, haha.. gdgd, so we chatted n update all news again.. aft tt we all went for desserts which is a few stalls away.. comments is.. soso lo.. not tt nice to eat.. but nvm.. we not fussy, n soon we went back liao.

3rd day= actually meeting up w huisi aft i put her birdie on tue. but i had backache when i woke up. duno isit becz i walked too long e nite be4 n i feel v tired.. so i tell her tt i cancel it again..so paiseh.. tue actually meetin her but my stupid hubby forget and ask mi to go movie. he forever nv listen to wat i said. sometimes i realli pissed off when i told him where i m goin e next day and he nv listen n still ask mi on e day itself. i so piss to repeat n repeat myself n he juz dun learn his lesson. his fren oso can rem tt i meeting fren on tue, tts y she puzzled y i can meet them for movie. again tt nite aft movie, i told him i meetin kris e next day, yet he askin mi where i go on e actual day. i duno if i m toking to a wall anot. tts y when i wan to find chance to hav a tok w him, i duno if ther is a need when he cant listen in to watever i say. all he noe is to play his new game 'seal'.

i aldy ren ming liao.. being married bt i felt like a single mum. everything do myself. being married juz to wear tt stupid ring on our fingers. tot i get married is to giv my bb a complete family. yes it is physically but i dun seems to receive ani extra care n concern from hubby. sometimes wonder if he noe i m pregnant n he gonna b a father anot. if he so heck care, den wat for so determine to giv mi all promises n firm to get married in e 1st place. but nvm, once decision is made, one shall not turn back n regret. since i chose it this way, i got to ans for all my action. juz pray he get better when bb is out. even his gd fren, a mother too, tell mi to take care of myself cz she noe my hubby type.. nv grow up. both of us are 'single mum' cz her hubby too busy w work and mine is dun care anithing. but at least her hubby cares n listen to her..haha..

well.. tink i goin back to slp.. duno y i juz woke up so early today.. 4+am once den 9+ now. duno isit a hint tt bb is coming, ahaha.. she kickin mi more often at nite liao... sometimes feel a little bit of pain too.. but nvm, shun qi zi ran..haha.. sekali this is my last post be4 i giv birth~! omg~!!!!

so excited~!

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