Friday, November 09, 2007

'Gracious' Singaporeans

Tired~!
So long nv been so busy at outlet. Mayb cz i just come to work on time den go up europa to help straight away. i was sweating a little aft e crowd die... n i oni pop 2-3times popcorn, cook hotdogs n take drinks n top up cups/lids nia n i sweat?! lously mi, hahaa..

soon, went to box to help. actually i oni wan to pass e box notice to someone to put up for patrons to see tt we r full house. in e end saw bking q super long, suan le, i shall open e last ctr to help out cz i m trying to maintain cool, tok too loud n much will disturb my bb ma. in e end, i help to clear q n take over hy n fizah for them to hav breaks. tot everything is q ok, except feelin gulity to let a mother get scolded by an ang mo as he tot she cut q n took much of his time. tried explaining to him when he is queuing. luckily e mother is gd tempered n e ang mo is ok. tot i hav a nice smoothin time den this stupid family of 4 came. e 2 sons were tokin to their parents (with their head facing mi) as if they were at construction site. super loud. make mi so irritated esp e parents cant decide wat movie to watch. told them all v pack n tell them take evening sessions, still there tkain their own time with their sons toking so loud. i have to shout louder den e kids n buai tahan. i juz tell off e father by sayin ' so what movie u wan now and can u ask ur son not to tok so loud?' tok till i so fed up n out of breath.

lucky aft this grp, fizah is back frm break. i finally can go rest esp aft i used so much breath to tok so loud. bb kickin mi non stop aft tt. tink she is protesting tt i disturbing her. in e end i rest in office for more den an hr as she still kicking v hard.
tts not e worst. i m hungry liao. i oni had some porridge at 1pm n its 5pm den. so hungry.. tot can start ordering food with ling. but too bad, yl aldy tabao beef noodles for they 2, miss out mine. but nvm, i dun like beef too. so i waited for crowd to die n find ppl buy cz ling discourage mi to go up n buy myself as its muz b v crowded. den i waited n waited till 730pm. i was aldy havin slight gastric liao. couldnt find anione free to buy for mi. realli piss inside. i noe i cant tahan till i reach wdlands den hav my dinner. bo bian, die die force sun zi to buy for mi. otherwise i duno i will juz walk off to buy maggi or go up buy myself. wan to hungry till cry liao.. bb kickin like mad inside, make mi feel so uncomfortable.

tink my mood getting worst again. been having bad tots every now n den. keep tinkin i get tripped in train or other place. being bump by others. etc etc. juz bad things tt will hurt my bb. den kp thinking my future, as in bb. so headache n worried. hubby still playin games though he did show concern sometimes. but i juz feel tt its not enuf. owas feel tt i m alone handling my bb n my issues.

forget abt it. lets tok abt e topic. today i met gd ppl. to n fro vivo n my place, all got ppl stand up to giv mi seats. but not yesterday. i have to stand from woodlands till like bishan? den a malay lady ask mi to sit. pls dun tink she is so kind. she board e train at woodlands w mi, she long time had a seat n can even walk here n there to tok to her auntie? tink she realise tt i been standin so long n havent get down den ask mi sit. tot i can finally rest my legs as i m irritated by e teenage gal standing beside mi. bag so big n juz dun wan to stand properly. kp standing in those pose tt she tink its cool. duno how worried m i tt she might juz lose her balance n hit mi esp e train is packed. she stepped on my shoes, of cz my toe pain la, she said sorry bt i diao her. cz she juz dun wan to hold on to a pole n i kp lookin at her fren to hint her tt i cant stnad her.

nvm, i sit down liao.. tot i can rest till dhoby ghaut. who noes at toa payoh, which means i oni sit for 2stops. an old lady came in. sway sway she stand infront of mi, holding to e pole beside my seat. i was like... y this time.. y in front of mi. e lady hu giv seat to mi oso juz had an extra seat tt she took it aft i sit down. but she busy tokin to her fren beside her. den e old lady juz stand there. she nv look at mi or hint mi but i felt so uncomfortable n was realli hoping e lady giv up her seat for her. but nv. suan le. i stood up offer my seat to e old lady. see her oso cant balance well. den i went back to stand at e original spot. btw, i forget to mention tt in my cabin, e ppl hu r seating r all young ppl/adults. not much elderly ppl.

OMG~! singaporeans r tt gracious. a 8+months pregnant woman have to giv seat to an elderly woman becz she standin infront of mi or bcz e rest are blind?! how shameful i felt to b a part of this so call gd country. sometimes juz hate to take train bcz i hate to c these ppl. yes, there r ppl givin mi seats but tts nt all e time. most of e time i try to fight for my own or if i hav time, i purposely go to raffles place to take e empty train. cz i hate to force myself to stand in e middle n wait for ppl to stand up n giv mi seat. heard from elaine tt she had to ask ppl to giv up their seat herself. my god.. juz hate to take train..but no choice.. take cab too ex.. hubby no car on his own. he oso not like his fren hu is so totful. i still hav to tabao food for hubby. tidy room for him. iron clothes for him.

ARggg...... sian~! y smrt not innovative like other countries? y cant they design a cabin juz for pregnant woman or elderly ppl? mayb juz e 1st cabin specially for this grp of ppl. den if got ppl misuse e cabin, we can chase them off. so hard meh... kp askin ppl to giv more bb but yet e ppl r not friendly towards pregnant woman.. dun even noe if they remember they r once pregnant be4 or their parents got teach them anot. or do they hav a mother anot?

sian sian sian......nvm.. juz less den 13days of work n i shall take lesser trains...
ar.....goin to slp liao.. bb kp kickin v pain... more n more frequent these days.. so scare she come out much much earlier.no pls... i hope she come out when she is at least 3kg~ i still hav 1.25kg to go~!!!

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