Monday, November 19, 2007

Painful Oooo

AR..... duno y she is kickin mi so badly now... cant stop frowning now... but i'm not bleeding, my waterbag nv bust.. i m not goin to deliver now, but y is she kickin mi so hard now~! can c my stomach keep moving non stop.. Goosh..cant even enjoy playing games peacefully now... i still got 1 more week to go be4 i finally on leave for my maternity.. so pls cooperate wit mi k..

nan dao she wans mi to lie on my bed e whole day? even i lie down she oso kick non stop... now i aldy in relaxing position when using pc liao.. 2nd chair we bought at ikea liao... this is much better den e previous one le.. but she still not happy ar?? feelin q full now but i m still wondering what to eat.. cz my bb is still v small.. oni 1.75kg 2weeks ago.. tml i shall noe how much she gain now. hopefully pass 2kg le.. if nt i m v worried y she so small.. n i oni left w 1 month to my due date.
i m aldy so stress over this matter... yesterday aft goin to his grandma place for her bday.. when his aunties noe bb oni 1.75, all kp asking me to eat n eat.. i oso noe.. i aldy try to eat more den usual meals... sometimes stomach full liao but i juz kp stuffing food to eat.. omg.. cant imagine how much weight i will gain within this month. but i have no choice. seeing the rate she kick mi so hard.. realli cant help worrying she be out much earlier but her weight is so light.. average bb is abt 3kg when born.. n i still hav 1+more kg to go.. my god... i aldy feeling pain at times when i walk ard.. esp the lower tummy.. have to hold my stomach when i walked... i oso cnat juz sit in e office c e cctv.. even if its quiet, i oso feel awkward to sit in office whole day. but now i tink i no choice liao.. more n more painful nowadays.. today teresa tot my feet start to swollen, scares mi xia... but actually dun have.. i aldy drink v little water at nite liao.. dun wan my feet to b like elephant feet... not to mention cramps.. but i m quite lucky.. till now oni 2cramps.. only the 1st time v pain, 2nd time still ok. but e after effect last abt 2-3days to wear off. frenz kp tellin mi their cramps v painful. some pain till grab hubby. my hubby juz say, even i cramp i oso wun grab him cz he owas in another room playing his MU. diao~!

wat if one day my bag bust n i too pain to go over n call him? hahaa.. duno wat to say him too. last time say wan to go japan w his relatives next yr, now say wan to have potluck this xmas.. but he owas kena scolded by teresa they all.. he like forget his bb is out liao by then. nan dao throw mi alone at home meh? i havent tell him my problems lo... today we solve abit by getting the boxes to put clothes liao. next 2days which r my off days, i shall tidy the room. sth tt i dun wan to do esp my movement is restricted now. no choice. i dun wan when i go deliver den when they shift my room, all r dust ard. not tt i nv clean e room but problem is... the rom get dust v fast n i duno y? we live in lvl 10 liao lo... oni 2-3days u can spot dust liao... how to clean??? nvm.. tml if his mum wash e boxes liao, i will store bb clothes. clean the tv conso.. pc desk.. his mum jz pass mi more bb things today.. i have yet to prepare my bag to bring to hospital when e time arrive.

xueli juz call mi n ask mi standby sms for my hubby to send them when i goin to hospital.. haha..v true.. i shall standby 2 for him. 1 to tell others i juz admit to hosp, 2nd is to tell others bb is born liao..hahaaa.. n oso a list of things to remind hubby wat to do when i go for delivering... i havent get afew more things for myself n bb but now i m too broke liao.. spent TOO much on food this month. esp there are q afew outing with colleagues this time. aldy over 100 bucks liao.. i haven buy camera for bb too.. o goosh... payday faster come. aft i left for my maternity leave n maybe e outing with xueli they al, i realli stay at home dun go out liao..

hmmm..lastly.. abt my bb name.. tot of calling her Averil Pang Rui Xin. but i owas scare i pronounce Averil wrongly.. so cant confirm using tt but i like it.. cz not much ppl use tt..haha.. n its not girlish... as for chinese name.. i tink i got to give up. hubby juz told mi tt because he is e eldest son.. eldest grandson in the family line (frm his grandma to his father den to hubby) so names are decided by his family.. cz the middle name have to b the same for the next generation. u believe tt?~! craps... y his family so superstitious? wedding stuff aldy make tings so troublesome till my family cant stand liao.. den soon abt shifting of my tv conso..even i not at home oso cant shift. now even names oso i cant decide. y this family lidat.. if can, my kids wun nid to follow all these rules. now dun nid to worry abt chinese name. when bb born den give them calculate lo... dun giv mi awful name can liao.. if giv her awful name, i sure make noise liao. afterall she is my bb, i m her mother, i m the closest kin to her, not them.

kk, shall stop here.. see if i can find food to eat more.. n she is starting to kick mi hard again.. ar..pain~! cant imagine how i gonna tahan e pain when i give birth.. v worried abt the pain i nid to go thru.. n still duno if i will take epidural anot.. all askin mi not to take due to e side effect when i grow old. but when i tink of the pain..omg.. ppl ard mi like all taking... hope i can take the pain.. got to stop now~! ARR...

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