Tuesday, December 04, 2007

False alarm

Ar.. got a shock in e morning.. tot my baby is coming.. in the end is false alarm...diao..

I tot my doc told mi this week my baby wun be out, den i was abit scare when i had stomach pain at 6am today. wa.. abit pain..still can tahan..but its like i lie down or sit up, the pain is there.. and it last for 30mins? n i couldnt slp til 730 cz still got abit pain.. den i woke up at 815 cz pain again.. but this time is shorter. so i start to remember the time it occured. so if i realli goin to deliver, i shd have another pain in 1hr 45mins time or even shorter. but i waited n waited till 11am.. nth.. den i knew its a false alarm. heng i nv sms my hubby to get prepared, ahaahaa..

ppl says all these pain depends on individuals, so mayb to mi i can tahan to others they cant. so i realli have no idea how it feel like if its real. n i very seldom have menses cramp, so i duno how it feel like when they said its very pain. jas told mi when giving birth n having contraction, it feels like u wan to shit but cant shit out. haha.. gd comparison but i will remember..

ar.. spent another day rotting.. tml i shall pay a visit to vivo as agree with colleen yesterday since doc says this week bb wun b out. duno how long i will stay too cz i dun wan to b caught in human traffic later..hehe..

had my dinner at teresa's place last nite. i duno if i m sensitive. i juz feel tt the distance bet mi n hubby is still there.. maybe i m distracted by his nick he put aft he threw temper at mi. saying he was irritated n hate it and dun wan this life anymore. i duno wat he mean by 'it' n i dun wish to ask him abt it. tts his tots when he was reali angry tt time. but whenever i tink of tt, somemore i dun feel gd. even we had dinner at teresa place, we do tok abt tv progs..but i duno if its for show. cz when we walked up to our place, he dun tok to mi again. when he home, he went for shower n straight away go to slp. i noe he was tired so he slpt early. but we like nv tok at all. hai.. its not e 1st time we r lidat since we r tgt, but its not often. most imprtly, the 1st time he lidat after we r married. somehow i wish he is the person hu tok to mi nicenice every night when he was on board tt time..which is this yr april-may. tt time juz repatched and he was away..but we 2 v close, go back to e times we chatted on phone everynite. share all probs.. like how he did tt when he court mi. tts is why i agreed to marry him tt time too. i remembered i did ask him to consider very seriously abt marriage and he said he was very sure of his decision. i hope he remembered tt in his heart. and i hope he could be nice to mi again.. soon. dun wan to hav e feelin of being a unwed mum now.

sian.. tink the mre i stay at home the more i will tink. so i hope bb faster come out. at least i hav lesser time to worry abt all these. n to see if he is up to the role of being a father. owas so pleased to c him playing happily with kids but duno will it be the same or better towards his own baby. afterall its becz i see tt he like baby which attracts mi when i just know him. perhaps he had forgotten ba, but i remembered he was playing with a baby at long john silver who sat opp him. he duno e boy but yet play happily with him. this is e time where e impression of him changes and started to accept him.

k la.. shall stopped here.. watched spiderman 3 and the solomon brothers today.. tml shall be outing day for mi.. i off pc liao.. shall go rest on bed again.. take care folks~!

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