Thursday, December 06, 2007

why am i up so early?

abt my previous blog.. its a song i hear on radio yesterday n find it nice. i heard it be4 but duno y this time like it more.. maybe its sendimental when i m tinking of something??

haha.. duno la.. woke up aft a nitemare this morning.. again i m running for my life.. n a monster whcih looks like a green dragon is chasing aft mi in my amk house. and again i climbed out of the window and this time i went to rescue my mum and 4th sis. but actually aft i rescue my mum, i havent go over to rescue my sis and i m up. since young i owas hav dreams abt ppl/monsters goin aft my life in my house n i owas climb out of my window. i duno wat it mean too.

nvm abt tt, it juz tt i been sometime nv had nitemare.haha.. well well.. tok abt yesterday ba.. i went back vivo to see them. some askin y i come back when i on leave.. i too bored lioa ma.. doc says bb not coming this week so i go out lo. well.. oni abit of changes to vivo.. staffs still e same. lucky tt most of e senior full timers are ard to toktok. only stayed for 2 hrs cz they getting busy with their evening booking. n i doubt i b goin back there again. maybe after baby is out ba. lazy to travel so far.. cz i dun like to take train now. juz a phobia..owas tinking i get seat anot.haaha.. but i do feel gd aft visiting them.

back to home is so bored. i still duno y i feel a distance with hubby again though he been toking to mi like usual last nite. m i too sensitive? hai.. i muz try to get over it. maybe tinkin abt wat he said, he dun wan this life animore. i oso start tinking, do i really want my life to stuck in his room. rotting n rotting? no meanin at all.. even bb is out my life is still empty.. duno wat activities can spice up my life. hai..suan le..

back to now..so sian..duno wat to do for e day.. rotting again.. surprised to see wt n yw online so early n its their off day~ haha.. but been discussin to meet anot for abt an hr liao? so hungry now.. tot can meet for breakfast, ahha..but yw wans dinner..duno to go anot.. damn..i m gettin more n more lazy now n yet i wan to go out. Y~!!

hai..lets see how ba.. hope i hav progs later~!

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