Sunday, January 06, 2008

10more days~!

finally my confinement is comin to an end.. its tiring but i wanna take chilli n cold drinks badly~! when weather is hot i still oni can take my longan tea n hot milo lo... though at times i heck care n drink water but i still wan cold drinks~! no chilli for 1 mth is torturing as well~!! argh..

even if my confinement is over, i doubt i be goin out often cz i still cant handle bb well on my own. at times still nid mil help to calm her down. duno y everyone carry she cry but mil carry she stops. funny is.. mil nv carry her all the time. maybe she expert n noe how to carry bb well till bb feel secure w her ba. i still clumpsy at times esp my left hand n wrist hurts everytime i feed her n burp her.

but gd news is.. bb finally can slp longer in my room~! there r nights tt she cry non stop n my mil hav to take care of her from 2am onwards instead of e usual 6-7am. den she slp livin room w bb, cz bb likes living room alot for no reasons. make mi so guilty when i go back room to slp. den past 2 nights i kp changin her slpin place, den now found e better place tt she prefers..but its in between mi n hubby... so we 2 cant slpt tgt cz she in e middle of us. even blanket have to split. cz i slpin under aircon straight, while hubby slp on floor. hai..

i tink i make many ppl worried abt my previous blog. well, i juz wanna fa xie myself, thus wrote several bad comments. dun wori guys.. i m still living fine, haaha.. i do complain alot on hubby. but duno y he gettin better now. though he nv change bb clothes n diapers now, seldom feed bb now, BUt he helps to carry her n pat her when she make noise. when he at home, he owas ask mi rest den he carry her. cz he noe at nite i got to b up for bb.

when i still wondering wat to get for him for his bday this coming fri, last nite he hug mi n said bb is the best bday present frm mi liao. kinda touched n glad he appreciated tt. but still feel i wanna get him sth. its either i get fren to buy n send to my place, otherwise i buy aft my confinement cz oni 5days diff. hai..duno la..hahaa

last ting to mention.. i havin more n more stretch marks~! omg.. its terrible.. at 1st i duno y so itchy all over. i tot i nv eat enuf ginger den my hot heat canot come out but now i seeing more n more markings formin frm the spots i scratch. argh.. kinda depressin to see these ugly markings. my butts r 'ruin' cz of all these. cz when i pregnant, i duno y i hav itchness till my butt got many scars liao, den now markings.. but nvm, no one supposed to c my butt except my hubby but i cant stand the scars~! now my tummy, thighs all hav markings..how to wear shorts next time.. dun even noe i dare to go swimming anot...argh....
oni gd thing abt e markings is tt i noe i m slimmin down. though i nv do ani exercise at home. oni tt i nv eat much n owas carry bb. haha...

k la..wrote long enuf. cz feel tt if i dun update my blog, scare more ppl tot i gonna do stupid things. dun wori k... i m ok now.. owas tryin to tink positive. thx for all e concern~!

take care folks~! i shall look forward for my bb full mnth celebration this coming sat but still got many havent reply mi e ans~~! argh~!!

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