Tuesday, February 12, 2008

bored...

wow, back to blogging... i was browsing some new blogskin but no mood to search for it.
i owas get moody when vday is drawing near. cz i noe its another day tt i will b sad. my last vday celebration is 2004. n its by my ex. e day tt i felt i m e most luckiest gal in e world. nv even feel tt day on my wedding. oops...

i was chatting with miss sun abt our ex. my god.. hate to tok abt tt topic but i owas cant stop recalling and talkin abt it. i shall not talk abt it animore. hv to look forward.
i was too bored last nite while waiting for bb to b up for milk. wait till i go to youtube to watch mtv.. esp e A mei song tt i posted days ago. even now i oso watched it. n now watching Lee Sheng Jie's Zui Jin. for hubby, it seems for every gal he had, he had a song suitable for them. for mi, he said its this song, tts wat he said be4 marriage. for tt woman its shan hu hai. oni some ppl noe abt it. so guys, if we go ktv, pls try not to choose tt song can? it juz hook bad memories to mi again. till now i tink no one understnad how i felt abt their affair. esp him. suan le.. skip topic ba..

i was editing friendster profile. wrote some lines tt its a little bit chim. but its truth.
i dun believe in promises and vows animore. look at wat was made last jul n now, all are forgotten. who says tt he made up his mind to b w mi n stay by mi n dun care wat others say. n who is e one hu said he dun understand mi at all 2weeks ago. y m i owas complaining abt my life now? all tink its hubby fault but in fact its mine. cz its mi myself hu choose to b with him. his character is all along like this be4 he met mi. compared to last time, he is slightly better now. even his sister can tell mi he brought abt 20gals home to stay liao.. oni tt i stayed e longest ma. cz i m e most stupid among all. many chnaces to leave him but yet i stayed. stayed w a guy who has so many flaws.

dun tok abt him. it juz make mi miserable. though he kiss mi on my forehead last nite but i dun feel love. i duno if i lost hopes/love in him. i m so lazy to argue w him for things i disagree. i juz keep quiet. cz if i make noise we sure quarrel.

nvm.. tonite is another outing. boss is back from somewhere n we all goin over for dinner. haha.. e last similar outing is when my bb is still in my stomach. wahaha.. its gonna b fun i hope. tts y i dun even care if i coughin n runnin nose now. haha.. elynn bring her bb over, so i can play w him, ahha.. not bringin mine since she still not stable.

kk shall stop here to get ready to go out liao
take care folks~!

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