NaMe : AmBeR
Loves : AvErLyN
Hates : BiTchEs, LiArs, BeTraYaL
Fears : CoCkroAchEs
Weakness : Soft-hearted = FOOLISHNESS

:: get a car by 28 ::
:: get a car license by 26 ::
:: get a house by 26 ::
:: to weigh 45kg ::
:: to go swimming twice per month ::
:: get osim product for my parents ::
:: go for yoga lessons ::
:: go for holiday trips ::
:: to bake my first cake ::
:: go drinking once per month ::
:: to buy psp ::
:: start saving money ::
:: get promotion ::
:: to b blessed in my life ::

:: Agu ::
:: Christina ::
:: Esther ::
:: Geswin ::
:: Gracina ::
:: Hsien Yung ::
:: Hui Si ::
:: Jun Wei ::
:: Li Ting ::
:: Liwen ::
:: Wayne ::
:: Wei Ting ::
:: Yan Qi ::
:: Yan Wan ::
:: Yong Xing ::
:: Yuki ::

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first of all, hapi cny to all of u~!
i might sound hapi with my 1st line but in fact i m not.

well, i was saying i hope i can hav a tok w him. yes i did as i asked him. but things ended up in a way tt i dun wan. dun wanna say in details as he keep sayin i spread news ard to everyone on how his family mistreating mi n how i lose my freedom. which all r not true. so i shall learn to keep things within mi, lets see when i will go crazy again. its not as if i go ard telling every single one. i oni tell in details to a FEW of my closer frenz, n its reali a FEW. tink abt 3 oni.

well well.. e quarrel lasted a while. how bad it is? i tink we almost say e letter D word i guess. we juz couldnt seem to understand wat we r tryin to tell each other. eg. i wan him to share task of taking care of bb tgt, but he take it as i dun nid to do anithing now as he take care of bb himself. askin him not to contact tt particular woman, he take it as i m controllin his freedom to make frenz.

ok, we hav fault. its my fault to sound so harsh in e sms. guess i m too angry liao. n its his fault to take things in diff way. reali wanted to move back my house tt nite bt he dun allow cz if i go, more prob will come. so i tahan. n let us calm down. i noe his pattern, so i wun contact or tok to him at all for tt few days. while mi? i oso nv tok to him, no smile.. juz take care of bb.

i was so depress tt i went to meet yw n go vivo to find miss lee they all. everyone askin mi, do i miss my bb? i said no cz i reali dun miss her. maybe she is e root of all probs but i noe she is innocent. but i juz too vexed to miss her. went tangs to get him a wallet. actually i wanted to get him 1 for his bday but tt time i doin confinement so i couldnt go out, so i send him a mms w mi n bb pic to him while he is having fun at e pub. i tot i could find e one he said he like when i went shopping w him a week ago. but in e end, all thz to yw, i found another design tt i like. OOps! i like..haha.. no la, i tink its suitable for him, esp w e clip to put his notes. though it cost 50bucks more den e one he like but nvm, its belated bday gift + v day gift.

mayb u guys tinkin, y we quarrel yet i buy him present? i feel tt its 2 diff issues, all along i wanted to get him sth. its oni tt along e path we quarrel but its still e 1st vday we will go thru as hubby n wife. though he nv get mi anithing for vday for e past 2yrs, wat can i do? tts him. i m jz someone hu he is used of having in his lifestyle n not those he super love at a sight n wanted to giv e person everything she likes or he tink its suitable for her.
since i marry him, i shd accept him, nv expect to change him. if i ever get sth frm him on vday, i shall take it as a surprise. but i shall not pin high hope, in fact i nv expect anithin.

went some places for cny day 1 today. go ah ma house, den go pray pray den my place. hubby family has a traditional, which is to eat zai on every cny day 1. its new to mi, though his parents told mi its ok to eat half day but since i m married to him, i shall follow them. though i reali wanted to eat steamboat at my place cz i love it alot. went my place, mum noes i cant eat steamboat, so my parents specially cook 2 simple veg dishes for us. so touched to see them doin these for mi. for how i made them angry n sad over preparing my wedding, they still treat mi so gd.. make mi love them more n hope i can do more things for them.

ok, aft tt, i went back his ah ma place. they like to stay there v long n many days. they r used to this lifestyle since young so i no prob w it though i m super quiet n bored there. 2 little gals(his niece n his sis) drag mi down to go downstairs walk walk cz they v bored at home. sil (sis in law) said she wanna go 7-11 since e shop downstairs r close. so we walked lo. den she said sth tt make mi sad again. she said she oso duno there hav 7-11 till e woman bring them there on cny day 1 2yrs ago. abit piss n unwilling to go esp i noe its gonna do w her. but suan le.. e kids wanna go buy food, so i go lo. they were tellin mi wat happened on tt day too. e woman brought them down to buy food is to ask them to tell her e truth. cz everyone she greeted at his ah ma house ignored her. tts y she noe abt mi. ah rou said she dun like her from e 1st sight. so goes e rest. but well.. they r kids.. if dun like, den y can smile when taking pic w her? suan le.

damn.. her face is appearing in my mind again. y she disturb my life so much. i watched part of e cny show last nite, they were tokin abt e prediction for this yr. saw hubby's, which is monkey. worst, it says old love will rekindle( hope i dun spell wrong) married couples hav to take note. omg.. wat a prediction. tt time went loyang temple to pray, oso wrote a prediction on his monkey will happened. nvm, i shall shun qi zi ran.

lastly, tt time i went vivo, i watched e movie 27dresses. tokin abt a woman, jane, hu owas b other ppl bride maid, n owas wanted to get married but yet couldnt find e guy of her dream. she secretle love her boss, george, n when she decided to express her love to him, he fall in love w her sis, jess, at 1st sight. den all along there was a reporter, kelvin, hu keep contacting her as he find jane interesting. y? cz he lost hope in wedding but she pin high hopes in weddin. so things happened q interesting as it show how kelvin n jane fall in love w each other wo realising it. but in e end they get tgt la. i dun wan to say e movie in detail cz i wrote v long liao. to summarize it, a simple movie which make mi wanna cry in cinema. y? cz tt day i went out cz i m depress. seeing e movie tokin abt how ppl preparing their weddin n how they made their vows remind mi of my weddin. vows tt kept mi wondering if it last...

ok, time to stop here.. hungry.. no appeitite but mouth itchy. whole day eat zai n now i shall go cook noodles. hope he like e wallet n use it. if he dun, den suan le. we did tok more n more each day bt we dun seems v hapi w each other. so see hw ba.. since i aldy dun pin high hopes..

take care folks~! n i will take care too~!
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