Sunday, February 10, 2008

my return to st james~! WoooWOoo

wow... its e longest outing i went aft birth. from 7pm to 7am. cant help to worry abt bb at times but nvm, mil will take care n i brought bb to amk whole day so she can enjoy herself lo.

at 1st i tot hubby n i will reach his tm relative house at 3+ den i shall stay till 4+ den go n meet colleen to bring food. who noes tt he is playin WOW from 12pm till 445pm.. i was there waiting for him for 2hrs, wait till i duno y i cry. maybe tinkin i aldy late to meet them den i cant say i dun wan to go his relative house cz this is e 1st yr i go as his wife. was cryin secretly in kitchen den faster 'dry' myself when i noe he is ready to leave. i guess he noe i not hapi n even noe i cried, cz his face oso black black n ask mi not to go his relative place. but i insist i hav to go as a form of respect.

i duno y i can cry easily now, even on e cab there my eyes r teary which i close it to 'rest' to prevent it from droppin. i opened to see scenery outside den happened to see hubby lookin at mi. but e expression is not those worried n heartpain(he nv feel tt way) . but was those 'wat is it again tt u wanna cry'. when i asked him y he look at mi, he said nth. hai.. more sian....

arg....bb crying... to b cont again....

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