Sunday, February 03, 2008

paiseh, accidentally del e 1st line, which is : 面带微笑离开你怀里 我听天由命
a song by ah mei which i heard on radio when i went back to giv cny tings to my mum.
e following lines r v true to mi:
爱情已经过了甜蜜期
多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系
一点小伤而已
你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可伶兮兮
都怪我 太不争气
我恨我爱你
Oh~ 我爱你
只是因为你是你
Oh~ 我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的…
.新恋情

yes, i hate myself for loving u. hate myself for giving up a great guy for you. for someone hu owas duno how to cherish ppl oni when they leave. hate myeslf for tinking too much for others which oni result myself for getting hurt. n wat do i do in e end? complaining to others abt how unfair my life is. which its all becz of myself tt result my life to end up this way.

juz sms hubby sth last nite when he went out from 3pm till 2am. e nite be4, he went drinking till drank, his fren got to send him home for tt. send him home when i was feedin baby. i knew it would happen when his fren sms mi if i m awake. this time, i dont feel worried for him compared to how i would in e past. i juz tinkin, y e father of my bb is doing this again? does he has so much unhappiness or topics to share w others till he get drunk? if drinkin can numb someone, i tink i wan to do it to myself. i m v vexed abt it. i cant go out drink so wat i do? i drink my yang ming jiu at home, oso 40% alcohol n its gd for health~! wahahaa... i oso get abit blur for drinking tt ok? hehee.. still gt 1.5bot of tt to finish, not forgetting e few boxes of essence tt i havent drink yet.

sms him..y he noe its unfair to mi yet he do nth to it. tellin him tt i spent too much time on bb till i do not hav spare time for myself. i trying to look for new job yet i no time to edit resume n send it out.

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