Monday, February 11, 2008

to cont

back again.. actually yesterday i was writing half but hubby was back so i juz shut it down.. so i shall re write again.. haha..

hm.. ok, we went tm relative houes. go there ppl was askin y we so late, but lucky tt he admit its cz he was playing game. then later bb starts crying again, duno y she go places other her own house, she cry non stop n refuse to slp. n everytime she cry outside, n when i carry her, she cries, but when fil or hubby or even mil carry, she quiet. it wil make everyone tink tt i seldom carry bb at home, tts y she refuse to calm down when i carry her. but truth is.. i carried n take care of her more den anione in e house.. suan le..sian... den soon i rush over to colleen place cz its aldy 645 when i told her i can b there at 6.

when i was there, fion, step n william juz reach too. so we faster prepare all e food for steamboat. den fion say aft dinner go down to st james. i duno can anot, cz dun dare to ask mil, bt in e end i heck care n call. sil pick up e call den she said mil says i go back anitime oso can. sometimes i reali duno she meant it honestly anot or she juz say things to spite mi. but forget it, i oso dun care so i go out w them lo. since tt time hubby quarrel w mi n said they will take care of bb, den i take it lo.. he said he had tok to his mum liao ma...so i go enjoy lo..

we left her place at 12+..reach st james abt 1245, n wa~ so many ppl, i feel so weird cz almost a yr nv go clubbing. but nvm, we went upstairs n as they owas go there, e ppl noes them, so we get ourselves a table in 15mins time. opened up e balance they drank last time, n they starts to drink. all scare i cant take it cz so long nv drink but i m ok la, cny aldy start drinking wines n beers at ppl house. at home oso drink yang ming jiu, haha... drink till 3+am den we left. while i went over to clark quay to join hubby at rumors. went there be4 but its e previous shop name. v bored w the old songs n dance. slack till 5am n say gonna hav breakfast tgt. wa..i aldy q slpy but nvm, juz go lo..in e end we reach home at 7am..omg..

slpt till 9am n bb cry, so i m up to take cre of her. cz mil took care of her e entire day so i shd let her rest liao.. n i bring bb back to amk house at 1pm n stayed till 9pm. she cry non stop again n refuse to slp. my mum see mi take care of her lidat oso noe i m v tired. n let alone i oni slp 2hrs hor... siansian sian...but nice thing is, my cousins came to my houes last min too. wow.. so long nv see them n i m close to them when i was young. so nice to see them.. n everyone has kids liao... haha.. imagine 12kids n babies in 1 house. chaos~!!!

back home n bb still dun wan to slp. hubby mumble tt he duno y bb dun wan to slp esp today. in my heart i was tinkin, wat was he trying to say? trying to say y today i bring her back n she lidat?? well, i nv reply him anithing cz i aldy q fed up abt something he said abt my mum. cz tt time when we quarrel, he said my mum went to tok bad things abt them to my mum sis, who is e ah ma of e kid tt my mil take care of. sayin y dun put e kid to child care so mil can take care of my bb oni. i told him tt my mum wun said such thing liao. n yst when my mum wa arguin y i feed bb 4+hrs once, i fed up n tell her off not to say things to other ppl liao. i noe she is angry when i said tt but i reali vexed when 2 grps of ppl telli mi to do things differently. mil said feed on demand n drag as long as possible, drink 150ml = at least 4.5hrs den can drink. my mum is once bb cry, let her drink, esp 3hrs drink once n cant go longer den tt. if i follow mt mum, i get questioned by mil again. so i beg everyone ther not to force mi liao, cz i cant ans to my mil if i feed her earlier.

later my mum tells mi tt, abt e child care thing, she nv say anithing abt mi n bb to other ppl, inculding her sis. its her sis hu told her e same thing herself. so e whole thing actually is my aunite says one, n but my mum. i nv explain to hubby for tt. cz i noe he wun b bother. he all along dun like my famiy, so wats e pt of explaining. i juz feel bad tt i malign my mum. next time i shall trust myself n not thigns he or other ppl says. i noe my family better den others, shant let them malign them ever again.

ok, wrote long liao.. tml got gathering again~! yeah..n not goin to clubbin la, haha.. my ex boss is back to town so we goin over her place to eat. n sian lo, everytime i got such boss gathering, i m sick. now i m down w slight coughin n running nose. but heck care, i shall go out tml. no one to stop mi. i rem every single word tt hubby said tt time so i shall folllow it. i shall enojy myself.

k la, i go shower now, later got to bring sil to causeway pt liao..take care folks~!

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