Thursday, March 20, 2008

life sucks

imagine u r e one getting hurt n betrayed.. yet ppl ard u doubt u for tt. how would u feel? how would u feel when one of them is ur own mum?

hr dun allow mi to clear leaves.. how i answer to my new company?

mum getting backache for taking care of my bb, she wanted to go back n help my 3rd sis, someone hu she owas complained being illtreated by.

went to his family wedding dinner, his mum treat mi like transparent.

e person hu caused all these still raising his voice at mi. instead of promising mi things tt he shdnt do again, he said he TRY. saying i controlling all his freedom n driving him mad if he follow wat i says. but i duno wat i can do, i reali dun cz i dun trust him n lose all sense of security in him. i never feel his sincerity at all along.
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tell mi wat's gd happening in my life? hav i did anithing wrong in my life? tolerating things within mi n being hardworkin in everything nid i do, wat do i get in return? wats e pt of treating ppl gd? y ppl w bad character gets wat they wan? wat damn thing i did in previous life to deserve all these now?

if god trying to tell mi tt 'i still wan to make a hell of ur life, make u suffer like no ppl business'?
come n take my life now la, let mi walk on street get knock down by car, get lightning struck, ate poisonous food n die. come la, wat else worst u wan to make mi suffer? come n challenge lo. better still, u let mi end it myself, tts wat u wan rite? i see no pt of living in this ugly n injustice world animore. i juz dun hav e courage to end it. but u dare to giv mi more headache n challenges, i dare u~!

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