Sunday, March 16, 2008

mentally n physically tired

argh~!! tired~!
taking care of bb is not tiring.. even it is, i m willing to accept it..
now at amk house, i feel happier with my mum ard, she is there to help mi whenever i nid.
when i m v tired frm work or not enuf slp, she owas volunteer to help mi w/o mi asking.
when i goin to work, mum owas there to cook for mi despite i nv ask her to or not hungry.
when i m hungry n no time to cook for mi, she owas rush down to buy food for mi.
i made her angry n sad so many times yet she owas care so much for mi.
this time i m back with bb i will treat her even better or share tasks with her.

i m tired to ans phonecalls n sms from several ppl almost everyday. worst thign is i hav to repeat same story everytime. reali tired for thigns they r doing which make mi v piss off. which i shall not mention here cz i m v tired.

i asked to cool down but i tink he still dun get it. its reali pointless to call mi when its things tt is not my fault or i ask ppl to do. i reali tired to listen to him raising voice at mi. so i juz hang up.
i m realli tired lo.. at work busy due to sch holi n cutting labour cost. den at home takin care of bb. not forgetting tt time kp goin out to buy bb stuffs all by myself. imagine i carryin e entire portable yaolan by myself in e rain...omg..

hai.. hope he cherish e option i gav him. if not i reali duno wat to say.. i m juz v tired frm all these... n now i shall go to slp.. so tired back frm the dinner...
i will take care... for my bb i wil b strong~!!!! ARGHHH!!! i hate my life~!

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