Saturday, March 29, 2008

outing outing

wow.. q alot of ppl went to st james last night... hmm... total of 16pp. well, it started off q boring in e beginning, oni start to warm up when we start to toast to those hu aldy quit, hu is henry, haha.. den mi? i got to go ard taking pic with everyone bcz i oso leaving in 2weeks time. of cz the one i took w mike is e most special, ahha.. i even close my eyes~! secret secret, shall not let u all c, hehe..

wat we had? 1 johnny walker 2 hennessy, 6 75ml moet, 2jug tiger, but of cz e tiger is for mike, i oni drink half cup cz i share w col when mike wan her to bottom it. so we ta here ta there.. drink ok la, but at tiems they put a lot of liquer inside till its worst when u hav to ta it all.

on e way w ling n col, i abit blur liao cz of e tiger i drank when we r leaving, i m bad in beer n wine. sms him if he can cut down playing game for both of us... he replied 'ya'. den i oso duno wat to reply him back.. so jz tell him nvm.. i tink i juz too used to go back his side aft drinking and someone for mi to hug when i m blur blur. but was trying to control it, thus i sms him sth tt i oso duno y i m asking. diao.. tink he oso noe i drank to c my sms in e middle of e night

back home at 3am den i collapse on my bed.. bu zi bu jue slp lidat till 6am den i go wash up n go back slp again. n again, i do not hav gd dreams. dreamt tt he had a gal again.. omg.. y i kp having similar dreams? my bottom left eyelid kp jumping til i m v fed up. bcz it works v well on mi, when it jump i noe sth gonna happen but i duno wat is it. it can b regarding r/s, work n family. but it juz kp jumping for 2weeks liao........... so tl esp its jumping on the 'anger' side.

argh..duno y i still hav e urge to go drink tonight at instinct but i nv ask anione along yet. duno to call jenny bcz we had some prob when we last meet up. i oso dun wan to tell her things tt r happening, cz later duno wat her bf wanna do to hubby again. i juz wan to get drunk till v jialat den juz slp lidat till morn. hopin he can come n pick mi up. but but of cz i hoping he can look for mi personally to ask mi go home. reservist is over.. he shdnt hav excuse ba... ytd msn mi whether i goin back for dinner... tink he tryin to make everything back to normal lifestyle again...

this week i hav 4 birthday gal n boys. wow.. its apr again.. a month i can look forward to but yet sad if i noe wat gonna happened. maybe i b there singing wen lan 'zhu wo sheng ri kuai le'. 1st bday w him, he nv make ani plan beforehand. juz rush to get a bonquet of w.tulips n a tigger for mi. a swensen cake to eat at his ahma house n go instinct at nite. tts how boring my 21st bday was 'celebrated'. last yr, i had a touching one bcz he went shipping for a few weeks n he not used not seeing me so he been v sweet to mi tt period of time. esp he specially worked 24hrs straight juz to get off day on my day n rush back to shore. waiting for mi at the arrival hall. jz when i cant find him in e crowd n tot i gonna b disappointed again, he shown up n i m so touched. even go home liao, n aft my shower, he blindfolded mi n carried mi to his bed to eat e cake.

simple actions but easily melt my heart.. n tt is e period when i said i do to him w/o ani formal wedding proposal. owas so envious others propose to their wife till e gal cried. suan le, i m married liao, shant tink abt it. wat would happen this yr? i duno.. every march of e yr, we sure quarrel badly, duno y.. den how to celebrate happily? like now... hai..try to b contented w my bb ard ba. shant not hope for more.......

k k, stop here... juz woke up.. hav to wash clothes liao..as for tonight.. hmm.. hai..duno la..
got to go work later! 6days straight liao.. next week oso 6days straight.. omg omg omg.... but nvm, sun vivo chalet, mon bishan chalet, i muz spent e time happily.. cz i noe once i go back i wun control myself to attend lesser, so i muz enjoy!!!

take care folks~!

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