Saturday, June 21, 2008

Updates Updates~!

no more chinese entry for this time round..
been playing with chinese characters at work till i m q sian of it, haha
shall write one when i getting all my tots n write something chim..haha

at e same time i shall update on my status..tink i been writing on other stuff tt is not related to my life..

hmm..let mi recall, last entry abt myself is 8may...
well well...for work, i've tendered~! yes, u nv see wrongly, i tendered my new job~! haha... worked less den 2mnths n i tendered~! by rite i served notice till 26jun but they nid time to hire ppl n i nid to handover properly before i can leave so now, my last day is 25jul~! BUT but but... if i manage to get a job now i will leave earlier, cz there is not much for mi to teach. n i done notes for all of them.
Y i left? (1) no interest=no motivation (2) my butt cant stick to e chair for 9hrs. i nid to move ard, i will juz keep yawning till tears drop almost everyday. (3) due to reason (1), i feel tt if i stay w no heart, i oni drag e team down when e team is aldy quite weak. so i better giv e chance to other ppl hu noe more on these.

but job shd i look for next? i reali duno... complete lost n time is running out~! catering? society worker? sales? service line? IR? i duno... HELP~!

ok.. back to e imprt topic rite?

yes, i made a scene in e temple, n since den, his family nv go ther again, n i doubt they will as i made them lose face in front of so many ppl. BUT i dun bother. n i mean it.
have e slut n e bastard(yes, bastard=hubby) end their shameless r/s?
i tink so cz 6th sense tellin mi no more 1 week after dama bday. he came home lookin so down yet told mi tt its cz he is tired. com'on i m ur wife, u tink i duno how to see u r tired or sad meh? but nvm.

i forgotten when but i rem tt a few days aft e above, i told him tt i noe she was present at dama's bday, despite he promised mi not to contact her n see her. he told mi tt if dama wan to invite, wat can he do? F**K him.. nvm.. he tink i m dumb... when i wan to check on sth.. i will get e answer. nvm.. i oso forgot wat happen next, but i tink i juz ignore him. but nvm la, he oso broke up w her a week later.. i tink n hope so...cz i decided not to bother so much liao.

y m i still with him? i duno.. maybe says i nid his parents' help to look aft my bb. cz my mum cant help, i no $ to find nanny/maid.. i no choice.. but i always have a backup plan.. when he force mi to take e D route, i wil use this plan.
well, i dun bother so much abt him now. weekends come, i go n meet my fren, bringin bb along at times. i dun nid him to help, i owas go alone... to practise tt i can handle bb alone when we go out. he come home play game, let him b,i play w bb, if his parents bring her out? i use pc if not i see tv.. u do ur things i do mine, hahaha..

dun bother so much make my life easier... as long as he dun cross e line i m fine. cz once he cross e line he shd noe wat will happen...

actually i got lots to say too but duno y my eyes r getting heavier....
cz its 1am~! n i usually slp at 12~! ok, i shall sign off here... juz upload several pics into my friendster.... take a look ok~! i update again soon i hope~!

take care folks~!

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