Wednesday, October 01, 2008

i found my gang~!

hey guys...rem tt i hav been complaining abt my new colleague?
omg..i m so glad tt there is aldy a gang against her, wahahaa...

in fact i can sense tt not all will like her but i kept quiet n keep all my unhappiness within myself n oni burst out here. but surprise~! wow wow wow... last fri, when she is gone at 6, as usual, she owas leave on e dot despite keep complaining how busy she is. then 1 of my close colleague came n tok to me as she offered some cakes to me to eat...say tt just now got someone very 'auto'. never ask her wan anot yet she come n take herself... ah ha... i know hu she referring to but i juz laugh...i noe she gonna continue to say somethings abt her so i stopped her n told her to tok as we go home tgt.

guess wat?? wow~ she burst out all e unhappiness tt all of them have suffered due to her!!
on her side, aldy have 4-5 ppl couldnt stand her... cz she kp wanting things in her way n expect all ppl to giv in to her. esp e classroom issues, she jus simply refused to outsoruse n keep lookin for others to giv her the room. n guess wat? i checked w her trainer n realised tt its herself hu nv send email to e person in charge , tts y all her reserved rooms r not in e system..

i was wondering abt tt when she screamed n made a big fuss upon checking through all e final bookings. becz 3 of us went to look for person in charge for our issues n y oni she is affected badly while e other 2 of us r fine as we've discussed n emailed him for e changes. ah ha... now i noe e real reason which makes mi more hot. siao... she herself forget to email yet now make a big fuss,,, 1 word to describe her 'b****. i m so glad tt i have find my gang to share my unhappiness. i felt so relaxed aft being able to release my unhappiness... all of them tot i m fine w her...but least tt they noe tt in fact i have been tolerating w all her nonsense...

owas skip e interviews w new lecturers n meetings, using excuses tt she is busy, yet leave on e dot... omg.. couldnt stand her....

i just feedback to her trainer tt there r ppl hu dun like her char... though she oso cant do much, i jus highlight to her tt she might face problems in future. so for now, i juz entertain tt B lo... tink i so eng meh... till now still duno hu in charge of which intake.. liew... cant she use her heart to memorise it? hai... useless B

ok... back to me... well i getting ok w my company though still got tons of things to claer..mainly students issues... i noe tt i m gonna to get poor evaluation scores for my intake 7 as i still owe them lots of things tt i m still trying to clear for them.. they r all teenagers..how would they understand wat situations i hv faced upon taking over e mess.... all they wan is someone to clear their results asap. yet i cant do it... n to get gd appraisal is very much related to evaluation resutls... so this time i die liao... but reali no choice n i noe my boss understnad.

so wat ppl tellin mi tt i m doing v well, learn things fast, being calm upon e super big mess e gal left for me... i believed tt higher authority oni look at grades... would they understnad my stand n saw all my efforts to clear them frm day1 tt i took over? now i m tasked to handle e latest intake... wow... i reali hav to agree tt i hav learnt 90% of wat i need to do for my position n i hav more knowlegde/experience compared to my other 2 colleagues... gd in some ways but i was left no choice but to learn all in 2months time... wat a challnge but glad i m doing fine..

ok...back to personal... i felt reali bad tt i came home late so often...8pm? i already go to work at 7+am but i still too busy till oni can go back at abt 7pm.... but however, i hav set myself to go back at 630 daily. no pt staying so late since i cant finish it. i noe i did wat i could too.
now i try my best to spend e max time i could afford w my bb.... i m glad tt everytime i came home, she will stretch her arms out for mi to carry or give mi a big smile upon seeing me.

as for him....juz had some unhappiness w him... he said i m calculative when he told mi tt he got to pay citibank his debts. n i sms him tt i help him clear as he havent get paid, n once he get it, he shall return mi. yet he accused mi for being calculative... come on... from day 1 i noe him, i hav been clearing his debts n since when i reali ask him to return mi? n when i m jobless, did he giv mi $? oni 100 n tts it. when he is jobless, i giv watever he wants while i save my $... n now he said i m calculative? n say f*** off to mi? forget it. i dun bother to argue w him n there goes our 2 days of cold war. in e end he hug mi to slp 2 days later. in between tt. we nv tok at all n i purposely go home late.

sometimes i been tinkin, is this e life i wan? no......... too plain.............is ther love? i duno... just t i m ok to live w him. he might not b rich or romantic but i noe i cant expect much frm him. somemore i hav his mum to help out to take care of my bb... den i just get busy w my work lo... not much lost too... i juz do my things.... i havent even apply house w him... we so broke, how to buy? haha....n i duno if i will spend my life w him. it is v peaceful now bt will his buttock get itchy soon? i duno...he play his games i do my things..tts wat our lifestyles is abt. juz plain... so bored... but take a step at a time.. cant expect much frm a playboy...

k la...v tired.. was drinking vodka when i writing, thus there might b typo error...so long nv drink..juz tt he not at home n tml is a PH so i had it... no other reason..i mean it..

ok, stop here liao..

take care folks

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