NaMe : AmBeR
Loves : AvErLyN
Hates : BiTchEs, LiArs, BeTraYaL
Fears : CoCkroAchEs
Weakness : Soft-hearted = FOOLISHNESS

:: get a car by 28 ::
:: get a car license by 26 ::
:: get a house by 26 ::
:: to weigh 45kg ::
:: to go swimming twice per month ::
:: get osim product for my parents ::
:: go for yoga lessons ::
:: go for holiday trips ::
:: to bake my first cake ::
:: go drinking once per month ::
:: to buy psp ::
:: start saving money ::
:: get promotion ::
:: to b blessed in my life ::

:: Agu ::
:: Christina ::
:: Esther ::
:: Geswin ::
:: Gracina ::
:: Hsien Yung ::
:: Hui Si ::
:: Jun Wei ::
:: Li Ting ::
:: Liwen ::
:: Wayne ::
:: Wei Ting ::
:: Yan Qi ::
:: Yan Wan ::
:: Yong Xing ::
:: Yuki ::

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Sian.......
once again...someone always make mi hapi for nth........

last week ask mi whether i wan to join him to drink tonite for xmas..

ytd he tokin abt drinkin but nv ask mi again..

today he goin drinkin........hint him so many things tt i m so bored cz no prog, he still nv ask mi.

den y ask mi out last week? if he noe tt i duno his frenz den y ask mi in e first place..
though i owas duno to join anot but i m glad tt he ask..but everytime it juz make mi disappointed.

i duno even noe hu is he mixing with.. how to trust him?
he nv show mi hu r his new frenz..how do i noe hu he is mixing with?

whereas i owas tell him hu i go out w....

y aft birth i cant go for drinking... y he can?
i miss the drinking time..but too bad... i nv mixed w jenny they all le... my other frenz dun drink too..
nvm... i drink vodka on my own tonight ba....

@ work
sian~! y i so sway n dio tt stupid local student case again!
out of 100+ assignments n i nv recd his n he said he submitted..tmd..
he sure make my life upside down...kns kns kns kns kns kns

wtf wtf~!

wat a xmas~!

1 leh, ask mi out but den leh? forget wat he said again
2nd leh... duno wat i owe tt fking student in my previous life...tmd

very bad mood la
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tot of naming it 'Tired' as my title but den..i tink i owas put tt nowadays, haha..
but indeed i m tired...

@ work..
omg... startin a new intake is damn tiring..but lucky tt this intake is a small one. i hav e actual headcount now, n these 5new classes is like my 2classes in intake 10 lo.... but aniway, as it is a new intake, i hav to do a lot of trackin at my end to ensure i get things right in future. so far still ok.

but this coming week is monica last week of work...soon its karen turn. omg... i cant imagine work w/o her bcz it mean tt i hav to face lucy alone. n i duno how is my new colleague pattern. now when i m tired, karen is there to cheer me up or help mi. n both of us went crazy in office. n christine owas at her seat laughing at our nonsense. how m i going to do tt with lucy? someone hu owas like to take mc at e right time? sianz......

but she q ke lian cz no ppl go to her wedding, haha.. she reserved 1 table for us yet oni 2 went. bosses oso nv go though they agree in e initial stage. i cant go cz my bb bday is on e same day. n i realli nv set it on e same day on purpose. its all decided by my in laws.
so nvm...i oso packed a big ang bao for her. wat to do, once i turn my head to e right side, i see her...

@ home
as usual...sianz......... i play w bb, he play WoW...
duno y these weeks he went out to drink. this time not w Dama...but w ppl i duno....duno y i feel weird. open 1 bottle per week at butter factory...nv heard of this pub...duno who are his new frens...or is there any new target for him......... i nv bother to guess his hp p/w n his email p/w too.. maybe his facebook nick is misleading... but i noe he is referring to his tattoo..but maybe he mean another thing...haiya...dun wan to tink so much.
cz i juz cant trust him 100%. this include love.

love too much oni get hurt more. .
since he owas put weird nick abt his nick..i shall do e same. if he wan to do sth funny again, i shall start hinting him tt i still miss someone. if he cares he will stop. but in fact i still miss someone.
his old eng name is Chris but aft he noe this current gf, he change to Hins. i m very bad. owas guessing when they will end their r/s. but since they get tgt in early oct 05, they are still tgt.. omg...3 yrs....... but guess oso no use cz i m already married n hav a bb. after so much struggling w my feelings, i aldy giv them my blessing. i shall oni kp those sweet memories deep in my heart.
duno wat i m tinking too. oni with Chris for 2weeks in person n he went off to UK n yet we r tgt for this long dist r/s for 9months. but maybe cz of this, i noe wat is true love. hai.. he was my ideal man all along. wat to do... this is e wrong path tt i have chosen which lead mi to where i m now. i juz hav to admit tt my life isnt tt gd.

haiya... my hubby is bad but he is gd at times. at least he noe how to b more carin when we r w frenz outside. at home oni can use 1 word-sian.
he went to do tattoo at his back, n i nv stop him bcz i noe no use.
his char i noe so well, wat for waste my breathe to stop him frm doing sth i dun like but i noe he love so much.

so every1 scold him for tt but i diam diam. hai...sometimes duno how to change him too. now my turn to hear my colleages complaining y their husband dun change. i oni tell them, if u noe his pattern bfr marriage den dun expect him to change. guys dun change. so u hv to accept it. if he wan to change, he will but he will take some time.

my life is so bored........bored at home...busy at work..n nid to work e 1 person i dun like cz e rest ok.... sometimes students jus make my blood pressure shoot up.

this dec i m so broke, $200 went for DnD... n some go to bills. need to pay for e buffet too. 1 more wedding to go. 2 more gift exchange to go. a few bdays to go. omg...........
next mnth worst. its CNY~! my time to giv angbao again...i hate it man.......

k la, duno wat to write...just bk frm his cousin wedding dinner. he so busy running here n there, discussing how to sabo his cousin. i juz eat lo........haha..now he went drinkin again w some cousins i knew but i cant go cz i taking care of bb. but nvm la, i oso had some wine n now i havin peach vodka at home.

1 more off day to enjoy...12 dec got to take leave but got to b back to office for e board of examinators meeting again. but nvm, at least tt mad dog go to NS finally. i shall hav peace at home now.

stop liao...take care folks~!
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