NaMe : AmBeR
Loves : AvErLyN
Hates : BiTchEs, LiArs, BeTraYaL
Fears : CoCkroAchEs
Weakness : Soft-hearted = FOOLISHNESS

:: get a car by 28 ::
:: get a car license by 26 ::
:: get a house by 26 ::
:: to weigh 45kg ::
:: to go swimming twice per month ::
:: get osim product for my parents ::
:: go for yoga lessons ::
:: go for holiday trips ::
:: to bake my first cake ::
:: go drinking once per month ::
:: to buy psp ::
:: start saving money ::
:: get promotion ::
:: to b blessed in my life ::

:: Agu ::
:: Christina ::
:: Esther ::
:: Geswin ::
:: Gracina ::
:: Hsien Yung ::
:: Hui Si ::
:: Jun Wei ::
:: Li Ting ::
:: Liwen ::
:: Wayne ::
:: Wei Ting ::
:: Yan Qi ::
:: Yan Wan ::
:: Yong Xing ::
:: Yuki ::

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haha...hubby now at st james..so i guessed most of u noe wat i did already...
yes...having some qoo+grey goose... a better quality of vodka...thus not bad..hehe
at least e 1st person hu knew wat i m doin is my gd grandson..haha..

he asked mi to call his god sis to ask her get ready n she ask y i didnt go along..
well..i m someone hu is not so think skin to ask him to bring mi along..if he wan he will ask...if he dun den i tink he wan to have some time on his own w his frenz..n i oso used to it.. if he bring mi, i shall treat it as a surprise..
guess wat i did at home other den drinking?

i realised tt i been a long time since i do some creation w averlyn pics...thus i did the below:


but den.. i cant stand it. it dun look nice on desktop so i came up w an idea to do a calendar for her. so below is e outcome:


well...of cz i feel better w e latter..dont u tink so? hha...


ok..back to work...duno y time pass so fast.. i havent done most of my admin stuff n 1 week is gone...omg..i left 1 more week to go...wat to do~! sian man... enjoy e times tt i dun hv to kp runnin here n there to entertain students......

just had a bad encounter aft my classroom meeting.. 1 of e lecturer call n asking how come his class startin n no one call him up to do things...i was so puzzled...since when i offer him to teach my class n somemore its opening soon...somemore he is so called black listed by boss...but he insist we offered n he blocked off e dates to tkae my class.... n blaming us for making him to lose his revenue....

i was like........i nv heard tt u r offered to teach my class.... i noe u r pissed but i noe nutz abt it.... even i asked cf, she oso shocked... e previous gal nv tell her abt it....even our weejky/monthly review she oso nv tell her.... so all of us in a state of confusion until i searched e gal old email...
kns.......
her things r so messy n out dated...since when she is so hardworking to engage lecturers 9months ahead?! all of us at most 4-5mnths ahead.. n for her? so many things nv do when i take over n yet she go n do all these so early... feb class n she offered lec in may liao... kns...
so now it is somehw our fault to make him lost income........

hai.. duno wat will happen too cz lec said he will write a letter to complain abt it...sian... so much time n effort i spent to clear tt gal rubbish n when i tot i hav nth to do w her... a big case came... wtf... duno wat i owe her in my life... i see ppl beside complaining how much thigns their previous colleague nv do for them..i was like..ok lo.. u nv see how stress m i when i took over... at least all of u have at least 1week to take over n mi? 15mins???? n all i rely is a set of like 5pages paper???
so i owas ignore their complaints......

kk enuf of work, i hvnt mention those stupid students too. i have so little local students n yet they gave mi so much headache...................suan le......

back to home....
i m so touched when my mum called to ask mi go home to eat steamboat on e 5th day of cny.
i m pissed w my in laws.. y they make a must to make every1 eat veg on cny day1? cny is to enjoy...this n tt canot eat... it was like.....i feel so restricted instead of enjoying......
i spoken to fil on cny eve tt i wan to eat steamboat w my family on day 1... expected..he say it is a tradition passed down by his dad. n its oni 1 day in a yr. i shoot back. i said, my family oso oni gathered once per yr to eat steamboat on cny day 1. y not i eat veg on every 1st n 15th day of e month to replace it? n yet he showed me tt face.
come on... u had family gathering every sun, n how abt mi? u get to eat w them on e eve till 2nd day of cny n i oni get to do tt like..less den 10times in a yr? cny day 1 is e oni day i get to eat w my family n cousins... n i get all these restiction?
hubby oso ask y i hv to go back on day 1 to visit family n not 2nd day cz others do on cny day 2.
i wanna shoot back by saying... y every ppl i noe give red packet on cny day 1 n ur family giv on e eve.. n y ur family hav to eat veg on day 1? which side seems more 'weird'?

no one in this family will understnad my shoes... i give so much troubles to my family n i hav been trying so hard to balance my work/social life/bb... i owas bring bb out on my own to meet frenz n my family... y i cant b given special case to eat steamboat w my family on cny day 1? cz my family not at home on day 2 cz they go out bai nian... y hv to force mi to eat veg on day 1? i rather eat 24times per yr to replace tt 1 day lo......... but..hu in e family will fight for mi? no 1........
no one understand how much i wanted to sit down n eat w them... i dun like to eat at his ah ma house too.. all not to my liking.. my house got double or triple ingredients than any one house tt i visited.........

how touched i felt when my mum specially prepared steamboat for mi alone when i go back to eat on cny day 5... they reserved a can of sea aparagus for me....cz they noe its my fav....n they even prpeared my fav garlic chilli.... i enjoyed e meal so much despite its oni mi n my paernts eating tgt... i cant eat w e other 14members of my family..........
cny steamboat is e only meal tt i can eat very long... more den 30mins at most times....n i love it..but now.. i cant enjoy it... thus it makes mi feel happy to give angbao bt sad to see them eating w/o mi....

suan le.... tink abt all these just make mi feel emotional.....
sometimes so tired yet hav to move on..

sometimes wondering y my colleagues like to make a fuss w their hubbies... over things like... they lazy to cook n buy food on their own den hubby nv buy for them...
when i heard it i was like...... y muz we rely on hubby so much? hungry den cook lo...at most go down to buy..y hv to quarrel?
maybe their hubby can tahan.. i cant stand it if i m their hubby.... i still believe tt woman hv hands n legs like man...y we cant do thigns tt guys do........ suan le...i m juz too stubborn..

ok la... enough liao... finishing up my vodka n off i go to my dream land...
hope i can slp well.... duno y aft he bring e badgets back i almost every night have night mares...
i oso dun understnad y bb tend to make more noise n refused to slp early now......but suan le... juz slp lo.......fan zheng i m sometime hu seldom will hv gd dreams......

kk...take care folks~! bye
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