Saturday, March 28, 2009

Life gonna b even more bored...

duno y i always sign when i talk about work....
as mentioned in my previous entry... 2 bestie r leaving... n both r confirmed to leave in april... 1 go to new loc, 1 go unpaid leave...den now...1 more might switch dept...n guess wat? the one i dislike just tender on monday..
wow wow wow...so many ppl leaving... it surely affect my mood even though i still hv interest in the work.
funny is.. mayb e more sad u feel, u will act differently in office..i m becoming more n more talkative there... i muz control myself... cz, to me, if i see such person, n if i dun like her, i can reali hate this type of ppl, wahahaha...
n 1 more thing is.. more n more ppl tell mi secrets. so i hav to kp A's secret from all, then keep B's secret..den C's....etc.. in e end, i kp so many things to myself.

nvm...i jus do my work ba.. life still moves on....

hubby wn to quit job..i nv stop him..cz i noe he dun like it at all..but i m glad tt he ask mi if i m piss ant...i juz say no lo..but more or less will b worried abt $..but hope everything is ok..

kk got to stop...bb kp wakin up n askin for mi..
sianz... drink vodka but mayb add too little..haha
kk, she crying again..

take care folks~!

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Thursday, March 05, 2009

overloaded

wow...super busy last week... so long nv felt so stress at work but nvm, its aldy over..n now i m still busy but not tt stress..
got some shocking news from someone n was rather sad tt she made this decision..but... nvm, working society always hv ppl come n go... she will be gone for a few months.. but i guess tt she will still quit whne she return...

so i will b more stuck.. stuck in e world tt i duno hu to look for in future...
my kaki are leaving 1 by 1... another kaki will be shifting to new building somemore.. i wll be more sian....argh~! will ther b e usual laughters in e office like now?

sometimes i wonder if its gd or bad tt my direct boss is praising mi in emails n my team mates n bigger direct boss r in it.. i tink twice in a month liao... will others tink otherwise? but those r juz simple follow ups... or maybe she noes we r tired n trying to make us happier? haiz....

i dio 2 complaints tgt.. 1 from a student's mum n 1 from my current class.. so sian n irriated by them.... i dun care if i m rude to e mum cz she is expectin mi to chekc on her son every min n her son failed 9 modules out of 10~!
next guy is a kns guy.. no one likes him n tts include every1... my boss..acdemic head...director all seen him n buai tahan him...

argh.. i m always liday.. once i m hit by someting, i get so down.... how to b a leader in future? i tink tts y horoscope says tt a taurus cant b a leader...


back to my personal life..
i m pissed w him last week. yes really pissed..
i m so tired n was abt to slp at 12am.. he called n said tt he is drunk n ask mi to go mrt to pick him up.
qn 1: y his frenz duno how to send him to our block
qn 2: he has to work tml n yet he get drunk, n i mean damn drunk?
qn 3: who r e ppl he go with? if its ppl i noe, they sure send him to our house but hu r them? i can allow him to go drink but i wan to know hu so that i can contact e person if there is anything happen..

12am... i walked to mrt in my shorts...walked so many rounds ard mrt cz he dun pick up my calls, n i felt like an idiot to do tt n ppl r lookin at mi... finally he picked up e call n he is at a corner tt i nv expect..
n guess wat? a super drunk man in front of me.. even i call him he oso no respond n juz sit there, refuse to move. wtf.. yes, i was cursing n swearing as i carried him back. he is not light n he is so drunk till i m supporting 75% of his body... worst..he vomited on e street n i kp telling him not to lie on e vomit area...
omg... imagine.. u got to drag someone home n e person is damn smelly n wet?! he still can argue tt i walk wrong way when he is drunk.n i duno how long i took to reach home.. worst.. hav to clean him up... took cloth soaked w warm water...slowly clean his face n body.. argh~! when i get my bb to slp w me so tt he can slp below.. n guess wat? i juz left my room n he vomitted in the room~!!!!

i was goin crazy n scold him loud for e mess he created.. n all these wake my bb up~!
argh~! hav to clean him up n settle bb down.. wanted to throw his rubbish away yet bb cried once i wanted to leave e room... i was really pissed...
pissed till i dun wan to tok to him e next day. even he said sori n i nv reply him abt tt.

y? hu? i m very fedup w hu he went out with? y tt grp of ppl so brainless? get him so drunk n send him to mrt nia? i nv ask cz i noe it muz b new frenz.. cz old frenz noe wat to do n i dun hv to worry so muhc..

i m juz so pissed w him....n i hope he dun do it again.. i nv get so drunk outside lo.. i noe i hav to b clear minded..not nice to get drunk outside too..but i duno wats he tinking...


argh.. i hate last week.. so busy n stress at work n he made mi more worried..
argh~! i reali hope he can change to better.. n i tink he can.. yes.. he is improving slowly to b a better dad n hubby.. i muz b patient n giv him time to change slowly... juz hope he dun buttock itchy n look for new target will do.. cz he shd noe very clearly tt i will not accept another nonsense n will do sth tt i almost did tt time.
our lives might b boring but i hope we will stay on.. esp for e sake of our gal.. giv him mroe time n he has to learn to b content n i tink tt will do e job :)

ok la.. stop here.. kp coughin nowadays...sian...
weathers r bad lately too..so take care folks~!

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Sunday, March 01, 2009

Contd from previous entry

背影 --- i oso duno y i started to fall in love with this song after Yoga concert..

somehow, some parts of e lyrics are so nice...

well, his concert is not bad..as in his singing skills but in terms of interacting w audience... he need a lot of improvement..but ke lian him when SHE is out.. ma chiam its SHE concert, haha..but it didnt affect his performance..haha..

hmm...its been a super stress week for me.. lots of things to rush n seriously, i havent complete them.. i m pissed, yes i m. bcz of e colleague tt i dun like cz some ppl refer their prob to me when they cant get her to do it..

aiya.. my bb is back.. got to stop here.

but.. hav to mention is tt, i've applied bto in woodlands, n i hope i can get it.

take care folks~

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背影 - 林宥嘉

三公分陽光　三公分空氣
堵在眼前　像一面玻璃
擋住了妳表情　剩下 只有腳印

一直向前走　走不完距離
一直向後　退不出回憶
很高興有心事　幫我 困住自己

妳頭髮上淡淡青草香氣
變成了風才能和我相遇
妳的目光　蒸發成雲
再下場雨我才能夠靠近

感謝我不可以　住進妳的眼睛
所以才能　擁抱妳的背影
有再多的遺憾　用來牢牢記住
不完美的所有美麗

感謝我不可以　擁抱妳的背影
所以才能　變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落
不用妳回頭看 不用珍惜
(如果妳回頭看 不用在意)

我懷裡所有溫暖的空氣
變成風也不敢和妳相遇
我的心事　蒸發成雲
再下成雨卻捨不得淋溼妳

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