NaMe : AmBeR
Loves : AvErLyN
Hates : BiTchEs, LiArs, BeTraYaL
Fears : CoCkroAchEs
Weakness : Soft-hearted = FOOLISHNESS

:: get a car by 28 ::
:: get a car license by 26 ::
:: get a house by 26 ::
:: to weigh 45kg ::
:: to go swimming twice per month ::
:: get osim product for my parents ::
:: go for yoga lessons ::
:: go for holiday trips ::
:: to bake my first cake ::
:: go drinking once per month ::
:: to buy psp ::
:: start saving money ::
:: get promotion ::
:: to b blessed in my life ::

:: Agu ::
:: Christina ::
:: Esther ::
:: Geswin ::
:: Gracina ::
:: Hsien Yung ::
:: Hui Si ::
:: Jun Wei ::
:: Li Ting ::
:: Liwen ::
:: Wayne ::
:: Wei Ting ::
:: Yan Qi ::
:: Yan Wan ::
:: Yong Xing ::
:: Yuki ::

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wow...super busy last week... so long nv felt so stress at work but nvm, its aldy over..n now i m still busy but not tt stress..
got some shocking news from someone n was rather sad tt she made this decision..but... nvm, working society always hv ppl come n go... she will be gone for a few months.. but i guess tt she will still quit whne she return...

so i will b more stuck.. stuck in e world tt i duno hu to look for in future...
my kaki are leaving 1 by 1... another kaki will be shifting to new building somemore.. i wll be more sian....argh~! will ther b e usual laughters in e office like now?

sometimes i wonder if its gd or bad tt my direct boss is praising mi in emails n my team mates n bigger direct boss r in it.. i tink twice in a month liao... will others tink otherwise? but those r juz simple follow ups... or maybe she noes we r tired n trying to make us happier? haiz....

i dio 2 complaints tgt.. 1 from a student's mum n 1 from my current class.. so sian n irriated by them.... i dun care if i m rude to e mum cz she is expectin mi to chekc on her son every min n her son failed 9 modules out of 10~!
next guy is a kns guy.. no one likes him n tts include every1... my boss..acdemic head...director all seen him n buai tahan him...

argh.. i m always liday.. once i m hit by someting, i get so down.... how to b a leader in future? i tink tts y horoscope says tt a taurus cant b a leader...


back to my personal life..
i m pissed w him last week. yes really pissed..
i m so tired n was abt to slp at 12am.. he called n said tt he is drunk n ask mi to go mrt to pick him up.
qn 1: y his frenz duno how to send him to our block
qn 2: he has to work tml n yet he get drunk, n i mean damn drunk?
qn 3: who r e ppl he go with? if its ppl i noe, they sure send him to our house but hu r them? i can allow him to go drink but i wan to know hu so that i can contact e person if there is anything happen..

12am... i walked to mrt in my shorts...walked so many rounds ard mrt cz he dun pick up my calls, n i felt like an idiot to do tt n ppl r lookin at mi... finally he picked up e call n he is at a corner tt i nv expect..
n guess wat? a super drunk man in front of me.. even i call him he oso no respond n juz sit there, refuse to move. wtf.. yes, i was cursing n swearing as i carried him back. he is not light n he is so drunk till i m supporting 75% of his body... worst..he vomited on e street n i kp telling him not to lie on e vomit area...
omg... imagine.. u got to drag someone home n e person is damn smelly n wet?! he still can argue tt i walk wrong way when he is drunk.n i duno how long i took to reach home.. worst.. hav to clean him up... took cloth soaked w warm water...slowly clean his face n body.. argh~! when i get my bb to slp w me so tt he can slp below.. n guess wat? i juz left my room n he vomitted in the room~!!!!

i was goin crazy n scold him loud for e mess he created.. n all these wake my bb up~!
argh~! hav to clean him up n settle bb down.. wanted to throw his rubbish away yet bb cried once i wanted to leave e room... i was really pissed...
pissed till i dun wan to tok to him e next day. even he said sori n i nv reply him abt tt.

y? hu? i m very fedup w hu he went out with? y tt grp of ppl so brainless? get him so drunk n send him to mrt nia? i nv ask cz i noe it muz b new frenz.. cz old frenz noe wat to do n i dun hv to worry so muhc..

i m juz so pissed w him....n i hope he dun do it again.. i nv get so drunk outside lo.. i noe i hav to b clear minded..not nice to get drunk outside too..but i duno wats he tinking...


argh.. i hate last week.. so busy n stress at work n he made mi more worried..
argh~! i reali hope he can change to better.. n i tink he can.. yes.. he is improving slowly to b a better dad n hubby.. i muz b patient n giv him time to change slowly... juz hope he dun buttock itchy n look for new target will do.. cz he shd noe very clearly tt i will not accept another nonsense n will do sth tt i almost did tt time.
our lives might b boring but i hope we will stay on.. esp for e sake of our gal.. giv him mroe time n he has to learn to b content n i tink tt will do e job :)

ok la.. stop here.. kp coughin nowadays...sian...
weathers r bad lately too..so take care folks~!
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